Matthew Perry’s mom tears up over how she ‘couldn’t help him’ before his death: ‘Very lonely soul’

Matthew Perry’s mom, Suzanne Morrison, got emotional while reflecting on her son’s years-long battle with addiction before his death last year.

Suzanne and her husband, “Dateline” correspondent Keith Morrison, sat down with “Today” show co-anchor Savannah Guthrie to discuss Perry’s life in an interview released Monday.

“I’m a very lucky woman, but there was one glitch, there was one problem that I couldn’t, I couldn’t conquer it,” Suzanne said while her voice cracked and she started to tear up. “I couldn’t help him.”

Suzanne Morrison got emotional in an interview on the “Today” show while discussing her son Matthew Perry’s death. Today/NBC Suzanne began to tear up while reflecting on how she “couldn’t conquer” her son’s battle with addiction. Today/NBC

Suzanne got emotional later on in the interview when thinking about Perry’s battle with addiction for decades prior to his death and his struggle to get sober.

“The one thing I have to learn [is] very hard to do, and that’s … You got to stop blaming yourself, because it tears you up,” she admitted while her voice started to break.

Suzanne and Keith –– who have been married since 1981 –– recalled getting the phone call on Oct. 28, 2023 that the “Friends” actor had died.

Suzanne and her husband, Keith Morrison, appeared on the “Today” show along with their three daughters. Today/NBC Suzanne, pictured here with Perry in 2002, later got emotional while talking about trying not to “blame” herself. Getty Images

“Somebody called Suzanne, and he just said, ‘Matthew’s dead,'” Keith said, and Suzanne chimed in that the person on the phone said, “‘Matthew’s dead. Your son is dead.'”

The couple also reflected on Perry’s life and how he had a “light up the room personality,” but struggled with his own thoughts, as well.

“I think that he was also very lonely in his soul,” Suzanne said, while Keith added that his stepson was “an insecure, often very sad guy.”

Prior to his death, Perry spoke to his mom about how much he loved her. Today/NBC “It was almost as though it was a premonition or something,” she recalled. Today/NBC

Shortly before his death, Perry “went through a period” where he was having more meaningful conversations with his mom.

“He came up to me, and he said, ‘I love you so much, and I’m so happy to be with you now.’ … It was almost as though it was a premonition or something,” Suzanne shared.

“‘How long has it been since we’ve had a conversation like that? It’s been years,’” she remembered thinking.

The family also discussed Perry’s ketamine usage before his death. Today/NBC “We didn’t know how much of it he was taking,” Keith said of the drug. NBC

Suzanne went on to say she felt “there was an inevitability to what was going to happen next to him.”

Perry was 54 when he died in a hot tub at his home in Los Angeles, Calif., last year. His cause of death was later determined to be acute effects of ketamine, with drowning and coronary artery disease as contributing factors.

Prior to his death, Perry said that he was sober while relaying to his family that he was also using ketamine –– an anesthetic used to treat depression and pain –– to help him through his addiction.

“We didn’t know how much of it he was taking,” Keith confessed, while later saying that it “hadn’t turned into something he couldn’t control.”

The “Friends” actor, pictured here in 2012, died on Oct. 28, 2023. Getty Images The Emmy nominated actor, pictured here in 2009, was 54. AFP via Getty Images

Keith said that to him, it “appeared” that Perry was sober, while Suzanne disagreed.

Perry’s usage of ketamine reportedly “spiral[ed] out of control” in the months leading up to his sudden death.

Since then, five people –– including two doctors and his personal assistant –– have been charged with conspiracy to distribute ketamine in connection with his death.